| Dream just came to Transgressions |
[20 May 2005|05:48am] |
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I know you
I walked with you once upon a dream.
I know you
The gleam in your eyes is so familiar a gleam
Yes, I know it's true
that visions are seldom all they seem
But if I know you, I know what you'll do
You'll love me at once
the way you did once upon a dream
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[15 Apr 2005|03:48pm] |
Del has become Delight again. But more then that she is with child. I'm very happy for her.
I wish more then anything I could speak to Dream.
I spoke to Jeannie. I just wanted to have a talk with her. She wont change. Not any time soon. It drives me a little crazy when people think they belong to other people. But it's pointless to argue with her over that. It's what she is.
I miss Jack. I haven't talk to him in a very long time. I was avoiding him trying to figure out how I felt. Desire isn't forcing this on me so I don't know why I feel like I do.
Sheldon is fine. Or he will be. He bounces back quickly. He's like Jack in so any ways.
I talked to Adrian and I think he is doing much better. He turned Tabby. She seems happy. I hope she is. And I hope Jimmy will start to do better. He seems confused lately.
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| OOC |
[28 Mar 2005|12:19pm] |
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I've left Sages because of JimmyMuns banning.
But I miss the people I played with.
If any of you would like to join ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/community.gif) _transgression_ I wish you would.
The comm is rated NC-17 because anything goes- cussing, violence, horrible sick sex stuff.
So if any of you are underage please stay away.
EDIT:
If any of you want me off of your friends list for that stupid incident then you have to tell me.
I just don't want anything to do with it. Real life drama doesn't belong in the game.
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| Jimmy |
[12 Mar 2005|10:11pm] |
I'm not home right now.
I'm making myself scarce (and trusting Jimmy not to touch my fish) so that he can talk to his friends in a place he feels safe.
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| I have Jimmy. |
[01 Mar 2005|10:55am] |
I made a huge mess.
It's not my job to get involved in things like this.
I am trying to keep Tabby alive when I should go back to being neutral about it.
And I don't want Bast to be in charge of Jimmy's soul. I don't like it when people go to Hell.
So I kidnapped Jimmy in the middle of everything and he's at my apartment.
I think we should get everyone here and you all can decided what to do with him.
I've called on Desire and she will also be standing by to de-bisexual Jimmy if that is what's decided..
((ooc- I have work and school so I can only be here in short bursts. Feel free to go on without me))
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| To Kurt |
[17 Feb 2005|11:23pm] |
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Portishead- Roads |
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PORTISHEAD - Roads Lyrics
Ohh, can't anybody see
We've got a war to fight
Never found our way
Regardless of what they say
How can it feel, this wrong
From this moment
How can it feel, this wrong
Storm.. in the morning light
I feel
No more can I say
Frozen to myself
I got nobody on my side
And surely that ain't right
And surely that ain't right
Ohh, can't anybody see
We've got a war to fight
Never found our way
Regardless of what they say
How can it feel, this wrong
From this moment
How can it feel, this wrong
How can it feel, this wrong
This moment
How can it feel, this wrong
Ohh, can't anybody see
We've got a war to fight
Never found our way
Regardless of what they say
How can it feel, this wrong
From this moment
How can it feel, this wrong
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| Songs and Lent |
[13 Feb 2005|04:28pm] |
Wild Horses
The Rolling Stones
For Dream
Childhood living is easy to do
The things you wanted I bought them for you
Graceless lady you know who I am
You know I can’t let you slide through my hands
Wild horses couldn’t drag me away
Wild, wild horses, couldn’t drag me away
I watched you suffer a dull aching pain
Now you decided to show me the same
No sweeping exits or offstage lines
Could make me feel bitter or treat you unkind
Wild horses couldn’t drag me away
Wild, wild horses, couldn’t drag me away
I know I dreamed you a sin and a lie
I have my freedom but I don’t have much time
Faith has been broken, tears must be cried
Let’s do some living after we die
Wild horses couldn’t drag me away
Wild, wild horses, we’ll ride them some day
Wild horses couldn’t drag me away
Wild, wild horses, we’ll ride them some day
I have decided to also give up something for Lent.
I will stop taking things out on Gambit.
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| Chat |
[04 Feb 2005|11:12pm] |
Chat was fun. It took me forever and I finally kidnapped a computer geek and made him connect me.
Remy tried to help. Wade was there but he left really soon and then Superboy came in. We had great fun but then all of a sudden he left and I was disappointed the rest of the time. I kept wanting him to come back. Spidy and Johnny didn't want to include me (I honestly felt really really unwanted by that time) so Remy tried to play but didn't want to give me stomach flippies. Just making the effort made me feel all better. and it was really cute and we talked about important stuff. He thought Rogue pulled him out all by herself and so did she. He showed me a card trick and then Rogue came in and we had a huge fight. I said sorry and then we got a long. Remy went to bed and I still miss SB.
It was nice talking to Remy and being playful without me having this intense need to hide behind something.
I kind of always knew but I finally admited he make my stomach do flip flops cause I like him so much. Thats not why i was mad at Rogue though. When some mortal knows who I am and then talks to me like that I'm just amazed.
Remy said I could wear his trench coat when I come over.
Wade is off with Spider for the weekend and I told him to try and bring me back the smoking cat. I want to get it addicted to cloves. I tried to give remy one but he didn't trust it and think's I'm trying to speed up his demise.
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[04 Feb 2005|04:41pm] |
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Rob Dougan
» Speed Me Towards Death
Speed me towards death
'Cause I just can't wait for her
I want her to come
I want to embrace her
I've decided it's life
That I don't like
That I don't like
Speed me towards death
'Cause I think she'd go for me
They say time is the cure
I can't wait, he's too slow for me
I've tried all the rest
Now I want to try the best
And I'd die for some company
I'd die for some company
I don't want to die slowly
I don't want to decay
I want to be chosen
I want to be made
I don't want to die lonely
And weary of life
I will not be earthbound
I'm going to fly
So speed me towards death
You know I want her to taste me
My senses are dead
I want her to awaken me
I've realised that this world at its best
Is just a prelude to the next
And it's not what I want to hear
It's not what I want to read
I don't want to die slowly
I don't want to decay
I want to be chosen
I want to be made
I don't want to die lonely
And weary of life
I will not be earthbound
I'm gonna fly
For life is a game
Fit only for fools
It's a horse than can't win
In a race rigged to lose
So speed me towards death
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| New List |
[04 Feb 2005|01:55am] |
I'm changing the list because-
A lot of reasons. One being Gambit makes me feel funny and I don't like it. Also I forgot Spiderman. So the new list is-
1- Wade (Deadpool)
2- Jack (Captain Sparrow)
3- Peter (Spiderman)
4- Kon-El (Superboy)
5- John (Constantine)
6- Logan (Wolverine)
7- Frank (Punisher)
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| Deaths List of cutest Guys on Sages of Chaos |
[03 Feb 2005|04:01pm] |
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1- Deadpool. Wade's an even better flirt then Remy and so sweet when he wants to be.
2- Gambit. Remy has the prettiest eyes ever and a sexy accent. Also I love his hair. One of my favorite heros.
3- Captain Jack Sparrow- I know he's smelly and drunk but he's very very cute too. Also charming. And last time I was upset he did a pantless dance for me and I ended up feeling all better. I'll love him forever for that.
4- Jean-Claude- Not the one in the Sage community. The better one.
5- Spike- I apparently have a thing for insane angry men. I don't know where that comes from.
6- Logan. One of the few people alive(see: Wade and Frank) that are fully comfortable around me even knowing who I am. If I feel stressed then spending time with Logan usually helps. he has a very calming effect on me.
Wait. Is Logan even on Sages? he's on the list anyway. It's only a matter of time.
7- Superboy- A lovely person as long as you're on his good side. It took me a while to get there.
8- John Constantine- I've been friends with John a long long time.
9- Namor- he's adorable when he get's angry (that happens a lot) and when he says "I HAVE A NAME" it sends me into giggle fits every time.
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| Chat |
[30 Jan 2005|12:30am] |
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One of the (many)highlights of last nights chat:
AnnatazCigam: Whatcha working on?
Speed Freezing: Uh.... I'm.... *hides his paper* It's secret! Top secret stuff!
gothy death: *grabs paper* Lemme see!
Speed Freezing: AHHH!! *grabs it back quickly* yer gunna mess it up!!
gothy death: What is it?
Speed Freezing: *covers up his doodle of him and Poision Ivy covered in hearts and stuffs it under his seat* Nothing!
gothy death: I am no one to judge.
Nightwing0321: ...Wally, I am -so- gonna kick your ass the next time I see you.
AnnatazCigam: *chuckles*
gothy death: Can I have some paper and a pen?
Speed Freezing: *pouts* Why, Robbie? *gves pretty Death his favorite pencil and a stack of typing paper*
gothy death: Thankyou!
Nightwing0321: Oh, you -know- why.
gothy death: *starts to draw pictures of Deadpool with little hearts*
Speed Freezing: *really doesn't have a clue* I... don't know, Robbie. I... did I upset you? *goes to watch Death draw, facinated*
gothy death: *starts on a differnt picture* Look, Wally. here's me and you eating cheesecake.
AnnatazCigam: Aw.
Nightwing0321: Sure you don't have a clue. Which is why you neglected to TELL ME.
Speed Freezing: Oooh!!! How cool! *grins, points* You forgot to but hearts there though.
Speed Freezing: *turns* Tell you WHAT!?
gothy death: *draws big heart above the cheesecake*
Speed Freezing: *pats Death gently* oooh.. that's awesome work there, babe. Can i hang that on my fridge?
Nightwing0321: That you were seeing Ivy.
AnnatazCigam: *blinks*
prettybirddinah: Do what now?
gothy death: *signs it and hands it to you* There you go!
Speed Freezing: *blinks, knows he didn't tell anyone that, except for one person* ..............I... *trying to avoid the topic* hey--! Robbie!? Did you watch that I Love the 90s on TV this week?
Nightwing0321: Nice try.
AnnatazCigam: Does BATMAN know?
Speed Freezing: Oh wow! Cool! *grins and gives Death a smeck on the cheek* I love it. Thank you.
gothy death: *walks up to Nightwing and hands him picture* This is you and Wally hugging. Cause you're such good friends. and friends don't get mad when people they care about date people that have done bad things like Frank does all the time.
Speed Freezing: *feeling the heat now* ...I... should really go.. I think-- I think the pizza's guy's here.
AnnatazCigam: *pokes Wally* Does BATMAN know?
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| No sex please! |
[27 Jan 2005|11:41pm] |
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Desire is so not funny.
Jack cheered me up today. He is so sweet. But I think Desire is messing with me and he/she has never done this before! I always loved him but I was looking at him in a whole new way and I don't think I like it.
I really should talk to John more. He helped me figure out what was going on.
So I talked to George about it but I might have freaked her out. But I figured she was a girl and dead and she would know about these things (I won't say why cause it would be rude to talk about her personal life in my journal).
I am going to talk to Desire and tell him/her "Thanks but no thanks!".
Sex isin't going to make me feel better about loosing my best friend.
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| How about a little respect for Death? |
[23 Jan 2005|12:24am] |
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The Damned |
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I am posting this cause noone is taking my side and I need a little "Hey that's not right we should maim this guy" from my friends. Thats all I wanted. That and a little respect seeing as how I'm freaking Death.
I'm not going to hurt the little cretin. I just want some support here.
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| Goth |
[16 Jan 2005|03:06pm] |
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Thou Shalt Nots = If Only I Was A Goth |
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Thou Shalt Nots = If Only I Was A Goth
I'd be thinner, I'd be taller
Go clubbing in my collar
With skin pale as a moth
Dressed in black, I'd go creepin'
While the normal folk are sleepin'
If I only were a Goth
With my hair up, I'd look fancy
Like Siouxsie and the Banshees
With silk or velvet cloth
Dressed in boots, never sandals
And the room would be lit with candles
If I only were a Goth
Yes I'd wanna die
From the bottom of my heart impure
Would I like another clove? Well, sure
And after that, we'll go listen to The Cure
I'd pretend to be a vampire
Like in stories 'round the campfire
I'd suck your bloody froth
Yes the thing I'd be best at
Is impersonating Lestat
If I only were a Goth
In my casket purse I'm toutin'
Einsturzende Neubauten
And pagan hymns to Thoth
Yes the world would be depressing
Over death I'd be obsessing
And this corpse that I'm undressing
Would be sexier, I'm guessing
With my diet I'd get scurvy
And I'd worship Peter Murphy
If I only were a Goth
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| Bah! |
[16 Jan 2005|02:39pm] |
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How dare that whorish Fey King speak to me like he did??
I'm going to work!
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[13 Jan 2005|10:17am] |
Sorry to pop in and then pop right back out on you Sages!
Gross things have been hitting the fan here.
It's so nice to visit friends, I plan to come back when I can devote more time to talking to all of you again.
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